“How do you see yourself in the future?” bener” pertanyaan yang nonjok abiz buat gw, this question keep spinning in my head recently. This kind of question distracted my mind recently. I keep thinking about it over and over. I keep asking myself about the answer, I feel empty and have no direction >.<, well, I consider myself as a person who concern about future, especially my future. Yeah, I’m a future-oriented. I always try to do my best in everything I do, I did everything for the sake of my future, I enjoy everything I did. how could I don’t even know the answer. It makes me confused. Actually what I really want at this stage of life? Kmana mau gw bawa idup gw truz smua yg gw lakuin skrg ini buat apa? If I don’t know what I wanna be in my future then all I did in my life are useless. I have no motivation, rite? Anyway, it’s just a little sharing for me and I keep wondering how do I see my future n it’s my task to find out the answer. Actually, I know what I wanna be. Yet, I still dunno how to reach my dream. I’m telling myself I have to find it out now. Maybe I don’t know what for I did everything in my life now, at least, I did all the rest on my own, no matter how difficult it was. i never meant to waste my life by doing useless things. Maybe I knew that this was the source of the strength to live my life.
By the way, I wonder have you people doing things on you own? Did you ever ask yourself, simple questions like “why do you go to school?”, “what is your motivation?” or “what are you gonna achieve by doing something?”. It’s a very simple question, yet, have you ever think about it? you did something for your own or somebody asked you to do… do you live your own life? Do you love yourself? We live in a country where you always concern what people gonna say about you, most of us did everything for people, because they asked you to do, either family or your community. Maybe it’s called self-esteem. Yeah, everyone has self-esteem. Too care about what others saying about you. Jeez, Live your own life! You should know what’s best for you. Moreover, you should know yourself very well. It’s your life, guys…not theirs. Build your confidence, you can do it. If you think what people might think about you always right, and you put their opinion as everything. Trust me, you couldn’t be more wrong! i know, sometimes you need opinion, but you should get it from someone who knew you very well. Don’t even say it’s too early to think about your future, It’s never too early to think about it. As time goes by so fast, it’s really a priceless treasure. GOD had given us the same day everyday. I mean, we possessed every seconds as many as others. But, some people just let it go while others use it effectively… hmm...i wish i could be the one who use it effectively, so i won't regret my past...
-november rhapsodies-
