this is it...finally..i did it!

YEAHH first of all i would like to say:

i did it! finally i'm finished my study and got my degree! for most people it is a happiness.

i didn't say i'm not, i am. it's just... why i feel so scared now? so scared about what i'm gonna face next. it means i'm finished one chapter of my life and going to the next chapter. it's terribly scary. being 20 something is hard for me. :( yess, i'm thinking about: "what to do next", "another adaptation", and it's a big girl world now. somehow, i wish time can stop the way i wanted. anyone can borrow a remote for me? to pause, fast forward and backward my life as my wish. anyone?please?please?please? :p

anyone can take me back to the time when i was a kids? when all i think about is just play, play and play. what i'm gonna play today and buy new toys. when people asked me what i wanna be, without any doubt i answered "doctor!"

yes, can someone take me back to that dreamy little girl?? oh how i wish someone could. :( now how could i possibly become a doctor, i could barely see blood. n everytime someone asked me what i'm gonna be, it takes a long time to answer and i'm not sure yet, cause i'm scared. i am the type of person that people used to call "jack of all traits" and master of none :(

however, this is it.. now i'm ready (or maybe not ready) to enter the new chapter of my life. wish me luck guys..